As I was driving to town today, I noticed that there are so many things about my life that have changed over the past year. For one, I no longer listen to rap music. At one time, Drake was one of my favorite singers, and I still adore his music, but I can't listen to it anymore. Hearing his songs do something to me. They bring back too many memories...memories that are not good. In some ways, his music makes me wish I had my old lifestyle back, and anyone that knows me knows that my old lifestyle is not something that I need to go back to.
I have done so much, through the grace of God, to get to where I am today. I don't want something, such as a song, leading me back to the old ways that I used to live. So, what do I do to overcome this little problem...turn on the radio to some good old country music. Ah, country music. That's where it's at. I love country!!! It is by far my favorite type of music. It soothes me, makes me want to become a better person, and in no way does it make me want to go back to the way I used to live.
Sometimes, when I hear certain country songs, I swear that they were wrote about Eddie and me. Everything about our relationship is country. From our sweet and bitter tears to our ever-comforting moments of laughter, in one way or another, I feel them and hear them when I listen to country music.
Even though there are many things in my life that I have had to leave behind in my past, because that is where they belong, I don't have to leave behind music. I will always have country music. Thank God for country music!!!
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